End of year 2007

A year had gone....and its my 'lucky' year. What do I mean by 'lucky year'? A year that good for me or clockwise? Oh ya.... it 's the other meaning of lucky, which means it's bad!!!! My intern start this year and I wan to say... OMG!!!!!! I hate it and i really doesn't wanna go for my intern. To be honest, I really not ready for it. I still wan to go campus, like other students, not going to work.

Besides, today I was 'preparing' my intern.. going out to find where's the company is located. I'm so good. haha.. just pretending to prepare. I was going out at 11 am to go to Paramount. I take 3 hours to reach there. Oh.. seems that I lost my way. I taking the metro 12 bus to go SS2. After a while, I ask the conductor the place that I wan to go, but what he say is 'U taking the wrong bus'. I was like What!!! Then he ask me go down and take metro 99. 

I was very angry that time and just go down to wait for another bus. Finally, the bus reach and quickly get in. Although the bus pass by Paramount, but it doesn't pass by the company. I walk under the hot sun for 1 hours to search the company. 

After that, I can't stand anymore and I called the company to find out the location. Oh yes, it's just near by. And I was thinking why i couldn't find it. When I reach the position there, I say the company name CSH. Oh, it a really 'big office' until I can't see it. The steps to go up the office is very big. I reach the office and what I was looking is that, the company only got 4 people work. Wah, so many people working here. My feeling that time quite disappointed. 

After I sit there for a while and asking my working hours, I left. I use 3+ hours to reach here and the OL girl told me that you can take LRT to go Tmn Jaya. I was like....zzz can  take LRT, why I take bus. Im so silly. I went back home.

I pray that I would do well in my intern although I doesn't like to work in a magazines agencies. I prefer news than feature..but what can I do....

Regret? or Happy?

Xmas had over and its going to be new year, a year to begin a new life, new challenge. After four days, my internship start...my new life start, my new work start, my new challenge start and what will happen to me? I was quite worry about it as I really doesn't know what to do for the first day of my intern. What I supposed to bring? or do? or go where and where's the company? OMG!!! I feel lost....

After one and a half year study, I think back what I learn, what I like about and my future. I feel like I no more longer like what I wanna be. Do I really suitable be a journalist? Am I getting the right choice? Can I be what I wanna be? Where is my way? Sometimes, I go regret on what I had done. I really feel lost, where I should go....

I always tell myself that being a journalist is not easy and it was a hard work, but I would try my best to do it. I told myself to be what I wanna be, but now, it seems that the curious is gone...I would not expect myself to be perfect, but at least I can do for it... just follow what I wan

A busy and tired day...

A sleepy morning start as I wasn't sleep for a night...my eyes closing altohugh I try hard to open it. I went to Wangsa Maju with my sister as she need to do her passport. Oh yea... a far place that need take an hour to go.
this is the second time I went to Wangsa Maju, but I sure lost cos not familiar here. The first time I came was last year, to do my advertising project with my group member. ...

It seems that it takes a long way to go..as we reach there around 9am, and its quite late.I scared that we need to take a long time to finish it. But, a surprised begin.. The staff there told us that the computer system is down and need to take time to fix it. i was like..zzzz when I know.

My sister and I been wait for 3 hours to, where the problem solve around 11am. I was thinking, it was not the server down, but the computer problem that appear and is their techinician need to take 3 hours to come here and fix it? I was like .... and I told myself that government work is like this, slow and wasting time.

After the problem fix, we waiting our turn to done it. And therefore, need to wait for another 3 hours to get the passport. Which means that today I been waiting 6 hours to do 1 passport. wow.. a very fast service in Malaysia.

When I reach home, it's already 630pm and I feel damn tired and sleepy. But 1 thing I know that doing passport is the same as we do our identification card (IC), need to wait a very long time as for them, time is not important? Try to think somemore as our service here compare to other country. It is good or bad?

Exam

My exam week start last week, this week is my last exam for my Pm. Haiz... I quite sad and worried. It seems that something is bothering me to study..things that I could not focus on.. I been studying and do all my revision but I couldn't concentrate. My mind is blank..my heart is not here..

All the answer that I wrote, all also from my own thinking..my own opinion..and doesn't follow the notes that given. My heart now.. feeling worry...sad...scared..blind..What should I do? What I need to care?What I need to do? Why...

Holiday

Hohoho..Santa Clause is coming to town. December leh..a holiday month. Now, I having holiday...then final exam...then intern.sob...haiz...Im sad for that day to come.It;s seems like it a holiday for me...to enjoy before I intern.. oh yea.. my final... haiz