Worried

Walking to the briefing class for intern, with a nervous feeling. My feeling came out one by one,with worry,happy, surprised,blur and nervous.After the briefing for the industrial training (internship), I was like worried,worry that where I work for. Magazines agency or newspaper agency?I really scared that I doesn't know where I go, where I should go.

Sometimes, I ask myself. Did I take the wrong course? Or can I really be a journalist? I don't expect to be a popular writer or what, it just that I wan do thing that different from others. I couldn't sit in the office, 9am-5pm work. I can die of bored =.=

Some people will think that what am I writing...but for me, I just can write out what I feel. Sometimes there is a thing that I couldn't say it out. If I wan write, I will, and depends on my mood. I ask myself what I can do..but I couldn't answer it.My friends always say that "I'm so quiet,should u be a journalist?" I can't answer that. Do be a journalist have to be talkative? I don't expect myself to be a journalist, but I do like to write. I write not for a news, but the feeling that came out from my heart, my opinion,my feeling,my disagreement.

Oh yes, I do scared about my intern.I wan go to news agency.But sometimes luck is not by my side. i can only except what I was given. There is always a chance for me... a chance for me to do whatever I like. Without disagreement by others people.

If I was given a chance, I really hope that I can get more freedom, to travel as long as I like, to go anywhere that I like. To gain more experience and be independent.. =)