Goodbye my friend,

This is the first time I'm stuck to start my writing. I doesn't know how to start. I doesn't know how to write. My mind is in somewhere else. My heart is crying. Every time I thinking of you, my tears started to drop.

When I received the news about you, I could not believe it is true. I keep telling myself, 'it's just a joke' and ask around whether it is true or not. I believe you gone to overseas and have a new life for you to live on. But sadly.... when I went to your blog... to real thing that I do not want to believe is the fact that I should believe. You...are far away from this world. You are in the world to find a place where you belong to... a place that you dream, to stay happily ever after. You are free now...

The only thing that I can do is praying for you. Hope we can be friends again... and meet you in Heaven when the time is here.


( Me, you and Grandpa)






( This is my favourite photo. Pictures that I want to do as signature)








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Its FREEZing

What a cold day. I can imagine that I’m in western country, with snow falling. Such weather is good for me to have a sweet dream. Too bad, I need to take my exam. It is really unlucky day for me. It seems that many things, this pain and this weather. And for your surprise, Utar is snowing today in the campus. It is colder than usual days. My body is so cold until shaking. And my skin was like ‘chicken skin’ when you saw it. My mind is blank during the exam. What I wish is to just get out of this exam hall, this campus, this pain and this weather.

With this weather today, plus with my ‘unwanted friend’ visited my today, I feel like today is really a bad day for me. My stomach is so uncomfortable; I feel so pain with those ‘friends’. Feel the sickness is around me all the time. I drunk so many warm water to let the pain go, but it doesn’t work. It’s still there. It’s still with me. It’s still in my stomach. Oh my, what should I do?

With those pains, I can’t sleep for the whole night. I can’t concentrate in my study. I can focus what I’m doing. I can’t think. I can’t sit and I can’t do anything. I just wish that it will go ASAP.

I really don’t know why women had to suffer like this. Why men doesn’t have unvisited friend? Why women? Why we had all this? Every time it comes, I will think that it is good if I’m a guy, who doesn’t need to suffer all this kind of ‘symptoms’.

Now is around 1++. I really don’t know what to do except blogging now. I really hope the pain is less than before.


My mood now is upsad, pain, crying, sick ......

LEE CW lose

I was so disappointed with the match today, between LCW and Lin D. LCW lose to Lin D, 12- 21, 8-21. It is so terrible the results. I really can’t imagine how LCW had such a bad performance today.

All along the performance, he did not do well. It seems that he can’t even catch or hit the ball. What’s wrong with him today? Where is his spirit to get gold medal? Why? Most of the time, he can’t hit the ball and doesn’t have energy to hit back the ball.

I really thought that LCW will defeat Lin D. Lin D is such a good and tough player. He can really hit the ball very fast and doesn’t’ give any chance to his enemy.

In the first match, LCW already lose to Lin D, with the score 12-21. It’s quite bad compare to others. Unfortunately, in second game, he loses 8-21. That is really bad score. LCW performance today compare to last two days is so different. I feel really sad and disappointed with him.

Maybe some people think that it’s okay for him because he still get silver medal. But for me, he really can get gold medal for the game. I don’t know why his perform so badly today. My sister say it’s ‘bao lang’. I don’t know what that is.

However, I hope LCW will ‘jia you’ in other games and become the top player again. Malaysia supports you forever.

Lee Chong Wei vs Lin Dan

The interesting match had finally reached tomorrow, Lee Chong Wei vs Lin Dan. Really can’t wait to watch the battle between them. Will LCW able to down Lin D and make Malaysia a victory?

Lin Dan is famous for his powerful smash and Lee Chong Wei is famous for this skills. Lin Dan is world number where else Lee Chong Wei is world number two. World No.1 vs World No.2! It’s going to be a tight match.

Lin Dan vs Chen Jin in semi and Lee Chong Wei vs Lee Hyunil in semi. Lee Chong Wei was exhausted in this match because he played for 3 matches and Lin Dan just play for two matches. I really hope that this time, LCW will win Lin D in this game.

Malaysia did not on any medal in Olympic Games. Before this, I thought that Koo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong, the famous double player will won at least a medal, but sadly they lost to Indonesia. Now, the only hope is LCW to won the gold, not silver. I really hope that he can win a gold medal.

Lee Chong Wei, Malaysia vs Lin Dan, China in Beijing Olympic Badminton Final, 8:48pm, 17th August, Sunday

LCW first Malaysian badminton player to reach Olympic

I am very happy that Lee Chong Wei had won the games to enter final games. He had won a victory for Malaysia to become the first badminton single player to reach Olympic final at the Beijing University of Technology Gymnasium.

He will return home to get at least a silver medal after barren outings at the last two Olympics by battling past South Korean Lee Hyun-il 21-18, 13-21, 21-13 in the semi-finals. Chong Wei has a chance to go one step better when he takes on top seed Lin Dan of China, who beat compatriot Chen Jin 21-12, 21-18.

When Chong Wei gets the winning point, he collapsed to the ground in sheer joy and relief. He then got up, ran over and jumped onto his coach Misbun Sidek’s arms.

“The huge pressure is off me! I have made sure of winning at least an Olympic medal. I dedicate this to my coach, who gave everything to prepare me for these Games,” said Chong Wei, who only reached the second round in his Olympic debut in Athens four years ago.