Its FREEZing

What a cold day. I can imagine that I’m in western country, with snow falling. Such weather is good for me to have a sweet dream. Too bad, I need to take my exam. It is really unlucky day for me. It seems that many things, this pain and this weather. And for your surprise, Utar is snowing today in the campus. It is colder than usual days. My body is so cold until shaking. And my skin was like ‘chicken skin’ when you saw it. My mind is blank during the exam. What I wish is to just get out of this exam hall, this campus, this pain and this weather.

With this weather today, plus with my ‘unwanted friend’ visited my today, I feel like today is really a bad day for me. My stomach is so uncomfortable; I feel so pain with those ‘friends’. Feel the sickness is around me all the time. I drunk so many warm water to let the pain go, but it doesn’t work. It’s still there. It’s still with me. It’s still in my stomach. Oh my, what should I do?

With those pains, I can’t sleep for the whole night. I can’t concentrate in my study. I can focus what I’m doing. I can’t think. I can’t sit and I can’t do anything. I just wish that it will go ASAP.

I really don’t know why women had to suffer like this. Why men doesn’t have unvisited friend? Why women? Why we had all this? Every time it comes, I will think that it is good if I’m a guy, who doesn’t need to suffer all this kind of ‘symptoms’.

Now is around 1++. I really don’t know what to do except blogging now. I really hope the pain is less than before.


My mood now is upsad, pain, crying, sick ......